Today’s mass blog experiment involved me working on remote healing for some followers who asked for help with certain conditions. Throughout the day I performed 5-minute healings on each person and made a connection that I will be writing about here.
I’d like to keep these readings anonymous, so I will simply write out all the findings for each person without using his/her name. I will also say what time of the day that reading was made. See if you recognize yourself in one of these writings and take note of the #. If you like, you can comment back here or you can write me privately at psychic62hotmail.com.
Mind you, a lot of them will sound like yourself, but knowing the condition that you had me focus on, you will see specific things that ring so true that they should blow you away. I spent a little time in the connection and was able to get a good sense of each of you in relation to that condition you discussed. I want you all to know that you are even more individual and worthy of my respect than you can imagine. Such a mix of people and yet such common denominators. I truly feel for all your conditions and believe without a doubt that you may not have the cure within you (at least some of you), but you do have the ability to reframe and understand what aggravates it and what alleviates it and how to live with it.
#1. 7:50 am (PST/MST) 10:50 am (EST)
You are not inside your body. You’ve found ways to be outside yourself in different times, different places, focusing on others and only when you go to bed do you begin to feel your body and that makes it hard to sleep. Focus on keeping your head forward and looking to the upper left, upper right, lower left and lower right and then center without moving your head. Do this often. As you gain weight, you will gain a center of gravity. Spend some time each day inside each body part, your right arm, your left arm, your right leg, your left leg, giving them recognition and then working to move them. They will integrate with you when you become present in your body again. Rename the sensations so they are no longer seen as “pain,” “tightness” or “numbness,” but “warm,” “alive” and “excited.” When you accept your body and its sensations, you won’t climb back into your head and hide any longer. Sleep will also be better, as will all the parts of the body work together instead of separately.
#2. 10:00 (PST/MST) 1:00 (EST)
Your mind is cluttered. You tend to categorize and label everything as black and white and good and bad and throw yourself into the mix quite often. Let go of your mind, quit trying to label things by their value, but by the fact that they simple exist; right or wrong, good or bad. That’s the way things are. You can’t control it. Just enjoy the ride. Your body wants to be an athlete. You need to take the energy that is so frenetic in your head and move it to your body. The tension and anxiety you feel is really just energy and energy can be expended. Your body wants to move. You will begin to get fidgety and anxious to move around more and more in the coming days and listen to that signal. It’s leading you away from ill health towards your true self. Your body was really meant to be an athlete. Let it be and the mind will follow.
#3. 10:30 (PST/MST) 1:30 (EST)
Stop comparing yourself with others. What you do is so unique that you stand alone, not just in your craft but in your personality. You don’t need a standard to judge yourself because you are neither better nor worse; more or less valuable. You are wholly unique and should recognize that means the only standard you are judged by is how much joy you get out of the process of creating and not the product. Everything you make is from your genuine self and therefore valid, exceptionally unique, and satisfying to everyone. Smile at your work because you are really a child at heart. Enjoy it with all the drive you have to do it, but do not for one moment stop and compare to others. True designers have no equal, they have only individuality. So long as you have your craft, everything else seems quite inconsequential. Remember how you feel when you’re doing it and go out into the world with a confidence that there is no one else quite like you or your craft.
#4. 11 am (PST/MST) 2 pm (EST)
You have tension in your neck and back and often clench your belly. Breathe in life, breathe out sorrow, regrets, and all bad events that have happened. Don’t let them reside in your body. The body is not where you keep loved ones, it’s in your soul. You are cleansing your spirit when you breathe. Imagine white air going into your nostrils and bringing you life and hope, exhaling gray air that lets go of pain and frustration stored in your body. As you do this, your sinuses will cleanse.
#5 11:30 am (PST/MST) 2:30 pm (EST)
You need to reconnect with the earth, the wind, the water, the sky, living plants, living animals, and your own living-ness. Move outside of your head and spend some time with your feet planted on the earth, admiring the beauty of life. You breathe in pollen and your body recognizes it as life-giving and familiar, it no longer fights it. Just run an imaginary umbilical from you to the earth. Spend some time every day standing on the ground, looking around at all the creations and recall that you are part of the life, that you are more than your mind, that you are animal and human. You have been very analytical and ignoring the life around you for books and written word. No more theory—move on to testing.
#6 12:00 pm (PST/MST) 3:00 pm (EST)
You have faced a lot of things in your life and it’s been a barrage in which you spent more time noting all that was wrong with the world, all that was corrupt, and you’ve turned yourself into a human filter. The bad things you encounter go into your body and yet you hold them there. You add more and more darkness by focusing on the bad things in preparation for what might come. Your personal habits have included adding more pollution into your body until you see yourself as gray inside. Breathe in life and the love that is available to you every day, breathe out the dark particles of everything you’ve had to deal with all your life that was total bullshit and unwanted intrusions. You are not a filter that holds the darkness any longer, you are focusing on the humor, glory, and passion of being human in an imperfect world. Breathe in all the beauty in life, breathe out all the retained particles of the past. Holding them does not make you stronger, but makes you weaker of body, mind and spirit.
#7 12:30 pm (PST/MST) 3:30 pm (EST)
You are the centerpoint. You see your life as so many disconnected commitments and responsibilities that only you can take care of and yet it’s like a juggling act in which you can never look down again or somehow everything will tumble. Instead, see yourself as the Earth and your responsibilities and activities as satellites. They revolve around you, you do not revolve around them. They are held by the gravity of your responsible nature and will continue to circle without interruption whether you change priorities or not. You can focus on one aspect for a time, come back to another one and it will have been in stasis. You do not need to spread all your attention all the time to every aspect. Sometimes, just concentrate on one or two. Remember there will be no crashing…you have your own personal gravity to keep them in line. Delegate, delegate, delegate, especially the little things, like who drives the car or who picks up the groceries.
#8 1:30 pm (PST/MST) 4:30 pm (EST)
No one is going to approve of what you do as much as you do. Do not seek reassurance from others. You do your craft for yourself, not others. Let everything be fluid, let it flow in you and through you instead of bearing down and putting up a force field and resisting all the daily onslaughts, let them just drift through you the tides. Breathing in and out, you let things pass right through you. All the responsibilities, all the needs of others that usually go before your own needs, let those things flow through you instead of seeing them as banging against your bulkhead. You are liquid, the world is liquid, let it pass through you. Do not tighten your jaw and face muscles against responsibilities and resentments. Let yourself be. Let others be. They are not against you, they are with you. It is not you versus them—it is “we.”
#9 2:05 pm (PST/MST) 5:05 pm (EST)
You are a creature of habit and ritual. You have a great sense of humor and charm, but only let a few special people enjoy this aspect of your self. You are very independent, an island onto yourself. Your condition is acute and not so much chronic—that means it was more of sudden onset and painful than a nagging constant condition. You don’t like change in your routine and life and this is holding you back, but you must learn patience to heal and you must learn to see the pain as a sign from your body that you are ignoring the rules of healing. Instead of bearing down against it and cursing it for slowing you down, rename it as a sign that you are alive and your body and saying that right now it takes precedence over day-to-day practicalities and responsibilities. Allow yourself the time to go through the stages of healing and use it as an excuse to break the usual schedule and put your feet up and find some good humor online to cheer you up. Extra vitamin C might help, as well, for healing.
#10 2:15 pm (PST/MST) 5:15 pm (EST)
You are carrying a load of responsibility and yet you don’t feel ready yourself to handle all the adult issues bestowed upon you. You take responsibility very seriously and don’t ask anything less of yourself than “the right thing” which is a moral obligation deep within to never give up. This burden is causing you physical discomfort and the only way to deal with it is to delegate. Let people around you be responsible for their own load. You are not a packhorse. You barely feel you have the skills to take care of yourself and so you are often weak and folding under pressure. You will strengthen your core more when you develop skills to talk to yourself in a more positive way instead of cracking the internal whip. You must become your own friend and defender so that you can let others take their burdens and you take your own. This physical ailment won’t go away until you feel strong personally and independent of other’s issues.
#11 2:30 pm (PST/MST) 6 pm (EST)
You must reclaim the battlefield. You don’t think you have energy, but you actually are extremely wired with energy, it’s why it’s difficult to sleep, why your discomfort in your body is so acute, why your mind is so active. Your body is the seat of much abuse over the years and your mind has taken over the helm and the body is nothing more than a weary warrior. The head can intellectualize, but until the mind and body connect again, that energy in your head will have you analyzing, overanalyzing, lying awake with energy. The body cannot act out the energy you hold inside your soul and so your mind is having to use it, making our head rather weary. Instead of cursing the body for reminding you of its battle scars, see it as the victim to your kinetically enthusiastic soul. Once the body couldn’t be used for the energy, it’s gone to the mind. To use the energy you have in your heart and soul that desires to do many things, see many places, experience many things and do it all once; you should focus it on one single task, one great dream, one do-able endeavor and let yourself be consumed with the inner need to feed this one fire. You have something to give the world and you need to be able to love others, express that love, and accept that love back in return. You may not feel worthy of it, but you are at your very core the most loving person who has forgotten to love the self, as well. You will have happy sleep and happy dreams when you have a focused sense of purpose and value.